My Pants

My Pants
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

If my pants would tell a story, this one will tell the most interesting of all, so far. It would tell about the time I opened up to two strangers; let them reach deep within me, to the center on my guilt and without a word reassured me that its ok.

Opening up to somebody is like unzipping the fly and exposing a private part. Some find it difficult yet other’s not.

I have another pants, one with a dangerously low waist. It’s generally more daring and revealing. That pants will tell a different story, a story of restraint, reservations and frustrations.

My pants may tell some stories but don’t expect them tell the complete version.

So what does, your pants have to say?

Crime Scene

Crime Scene
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

I hope everybody has a better day than the guy found in the red jeep this morning.

I took this pic on my way to work today. A tricycle driver told me that a man was found stabbed to death.

With this entry, I say good morning to everybody.

Nag-iisa

Heto Ako
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Pasakalye: Bago ang lahat naisip ko na i-post naman pic ko dito kasi meron isa dyan, akala babae ako. Di ko nasasabihin kung sino. Peace tayo! At saka wala po pala akong balak tumalon sa picture ha. Masaya ako kahit nag-iisa.

Kanina lang may dalawa ako naka-chat. Yung isa nagbabalak yata maging matchmaker. Tama bang i-reto ako sa iba? Ang dami ko daw kasi blog. Ang daming iniisip. Para daw mabawasan iniisip ko, mag-asawa na daw ako. Kung ganun lang sana kadali yun, tatlo na siguro asawa ko! Yung isa naman, atat na atat na magka-boypren. Ayaw na daw nya kasi mag-isa. Ayaw na nya manood ng sine, kumain at matulog mag-isa. Malungkot daw mag-isa.

Ako naman, kahit naghahanap ako ng kapareha nakikita ko pa rin sarili ko ayos lang kahit single. Sa totoo lang, napapadalas ang pakikipag-date ko ngayon. (Nagrereklamo na nga wallet ko. Payat na daw sya.) Pero ayaw ko madaliin. Masaya makipag-date. Masaya rin nagmumuni-muni mag-isa.

Hindi naman ang pagkakaroon ng partner ang ugat ng kasiyahan di ba?

Pakwan

Yellow Watermelon
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Ang sarap namnamin ang tamis sa bawat dampi sa dila. Minsan sa sobrang takam susubo ng isang tipak kahit mabulunan. Hindi na papansinin ang katas na aapaw sa labi.

Ang sarap mo! Pakwan naman... Pamatid uhaw lang sa nag-iinit kong araw.

Mabuti sa Puso

Oatmeal
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Bawal talaga magpasok ng pagkain sa opis namin. Iniinspeksyon ng gard yung mga bag namin bago kami papasukin. Gayunpaman, nagpupuslit pa rin ako ng pagkain.

Alam ko bawal. Pero yun ang gusto ko at wala naman akong alam na nasasaktan. Kaya tuloy pa rin ako sa pagkain ng oatmeal. Mabuti yun para sa puso ko.

Kain tayo!

Persistence

Persistence
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Between the water and the rock, the water wins.

But don't go banging your head on a rock. You won't win that way.

OK Lang Ako

OK lang ako
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Basta. Wag ka mag-alala. OK lang ako. Ako pa. Di na kita iistorbohin. Kaya ko na 'to. O, sige...bye.

*singhot*

P.S.
Kita pala ang reflection ko sa painting. Hindi ko naitago. Mahirap itago.

(Taken 07August2005)

Strawberry Fields

Strawberry Fields
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

(excerpt from the song "Strawberry Fields Forever" by The Beatles)


Let me take you down, 'cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real, and nothing to get hungabout
Strawberry Fields forever


Steph treated us for dessert. It's her last day at the project. Out of the choices this one is her favorite. Goodluck Steph!!!

(Taken 05August2005)

Pink Elephant

Pink Elephant
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

I'm imagining things. I'm crazy. I need help. I'm serious.

It's always hard to wake up.

(Taken 04August2005)

Broken Wings

Broken Wings
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Dear Lord,

Wag Ka po sana magalit kung nasira ko ang isa kong pakpak. Nalulungkot po ako sa nangyari. Sorry po.

Ummm...anghel pa rin po naman ako di ba?

Nagmamahal,
C he rub

(Taken 11June2005)

Luha

Nagluluksa
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

(excerpt from the song "Luha" by Rivermaya)

Wag mo nang ipilit,
'wag mo nang piliting lumapit
Ako'y iyong limutin,
baka pa ang langit magalit

(Taken 26March2005)

Enlightenment

Light
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

It’s comforting to know that things happen for a reason. Knowing how it fits in the master plan, how nothing is random, to know the worth of the hurt that must be experienced, how it finally made sense, to be enlightened, is bliss. That’s heaven.

As for me, I’m not even close.

(Taken 11June2005)

Ang Koneksyon

Sanga
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Tayo'y mga dahon na tila magkalayo pero bahagi ng isang masalimuot na sanga ng buhay.


(Taken 30July2005)

Langit

Langit
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

(excerpt from the song "Sa Langit" by Moonstar 88)

Ako ay may kaba.
Ako ay nag-aalala
kung tayo ba ay magkikita sa langit.
Doon sa langit.
Sana sa langit.
Sana sa langit.
Ang tanging pag-asa ko na lang
ay langit.


(Taken 08May2005)

Sabi ng Puno

Puno
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Ang tagal ko na naghihintay. Inuugat na ako. Mataas na rin ang aking narating. Maabot mo pa kaya ako?

Pero sige. Dito lang ako. Hihintayin kita.

(Taken 28July2005)

Napagdaanan

piring
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

May konting takot. May konting kaba. May alinlangan. Hindi alam ang mangyayari. Pwedeng masaktan.

Pwede akong magsuot ng piring kung kasama ang taong pinagkakatiwalaan kung yun ang paraan para masuklian din ng tiwala.

(Taken 28July2005)