Wednesday, December 28, 2005


The Notebook
Originally uploaded by C Saw. isang Santa na ayaw magpakilala,

so shut up muna ako.

Basta ako'y natuwa sa pahabol na regalo ng kaibigan ko...sobra!

Friday, December 16, 2005

Oblation Run

Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Sorry, I wasn't able to take pictures from the run. I was not able to to watch.

Sayang! It was the first time females joined in the run, although the fraternity said they had nothing to do with the two females who ran.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Perfect Partner

regarding dating
Originally uploaded by Mr. Mark.
People change no matter how hard they try not to. As you grow older, you mature and with each new level of maturity comes different ideas, different needs, and wants. The person who is perfect for you at 20 could be the person you hate when you're 35. Find someone who will grow with you, change with you, laugh with you and cry with you. A person who fills in where you lack, a person whom you can fill when they are lacking.

What about the perfect person? He/she does not exist. There are no perfect people only people who are perfectly meant for each other.

Monday, December 05, 2005


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Isang yakap lang, gabi ay anong liwanag!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

G - Tag

blog tag
Originally uploaded by joleenieweenie.
Answers to Ghie's tag:

1. What time did you get up this morning? 5:30am, 6am, 6:30am and 7am (snooze)

2. Are you a morning person or night owl? I'm not an owl

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire

4. What is your favorite TV show? Alias

5. What did you have for breakfast? Tilapia, rice and bibingka

6. What is your middle name? Eraga

7. What is your favorite cuisine? Italian

8. What foods do you dislike? Bland and oily dishes, and mushy veggies

9. Favorite day of the week? Wednesday or Saturday...please don't make me choose!

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Pinoy Ako

11.What is your favorite sandwich? Tuna sub

12. What characteristics do you despise? Whiner, disparager

13. What do you do most often when you are bored? Sleep, watch TV, annoy the person next to me

14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Camiguin muna

15. Favorite brand of clothing? None

16. Where were you born? Makati City, Philippines

17. What is your best childhood memory? Playing with friends and myself...hehehe

18. Do you have pets? No

19. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with everyone? News, yes. Share, no! :P

20. What did you want to be when you were little? To be Peter Pan

21. Different jobs you have had in your life? student assistant, programmer, instructor

22. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Egg

Tuesday, November 22, 2005


Just the Way It Is
Originally uploaded by h.neumeyer.
When I haven't heard from someone in a long time, I try not to miss them. I just imagine they went to a very long hiatus

...and died.

That's just the way it is.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Current Mood

Angry Santa.
Originally uploaded by bokeh.
I shouldn't feel like this but I do.

No thanks to a lot of people.

I need a break from it all!

I think I'll take a leave on the 29th...

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Blue on 3rd

Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Coming from behind with three losses and just one win, the blue team made it to the top three. After the 6th game we were tagged as the team awaking from slumber.

The only reason, I believe, we losed the 3 games is because some of our players were absent.

Monday, November 14, 2005


If I want to have something I never had, I must be willing to do something I have never done.

I got to read that while browsing some yahoo group. That's easier said than done.


Thursday, November 10, 2005


Chistmas Decor
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas. The trees are up at the office and at the boarding house. Christmas decors are on display almost everywhere this early. Steph even sent me a lyric for a Christmas song.

Aayle nay,
Oli nay
Ol is am,
Ol is mray.
Ran yon mergin
maner en chay.
Oli iman so tener en may.
Slim in emenli mis.
Slim in emenli mis.

If you still don't get it, it's 'Silent Night' the ngongo version. Try to sing it!

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...but it doesn't feel like it yet.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Ang dilim-dilim
Ang laki-laki
Ang dulas-dulas
ng iyong kweba.

Ang sarap-sarap
ang kweba.

Monday, November 07, 2005

Ang Bundok...Bow

Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Ang ganda...
Ang ginaw...
Ang layo...
Ang hirap...
Ang sarap...
Ang saya-saya, 'no?!

Kakabalik ko lang kahapon.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
It's just water on a blue jar. Plain and simple. It's when you start to look at it differently, you'll see the depth and the beauty.

It reminds me of someone.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005


Originally uploaded by sniffles.
I'm ready to be broken if that could touch your heart...


Monday, October 24, 2005


Originally uploaded by ahyc.
We set time to do our work. We set time to relax. We allot time to think.

But I also want time to do just nothing.

Friday, September 23, 2005


Sepoch Is.
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
I don’t exactly know how to live a meaningful life. Most of the time, I live life without attempting to make it a meaningful one. I don’t intend to live a meaningless life though. I don’t even know if life is supposed to have a meaning in the first place. Don’t we just have to live it?

If there is such thing as a meaningful life, I do have a feeling what a meaningful life isn’t about. I think that telling someone that they’re wrong, punishing them for their mistakes, making them feel like they’re a lesser person for being weak and pointing out that their doom is imminent because of what they did without a sincere concern for them and what they are going through doesn’t constitute a meaningful life.

Monday, September 19, 2005


St. James in Bolinao, Pangasinan
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
I recently heard a news about an image of Jesus Christ appearing on the facade of the St. James church in Bolinao, Pangasinan. This according to some was a message for people to renew their faith. Some took it as a miracle.

Others say that during hard times, people always seem to look for, see and give meaning to things that would strengthen them. A coping mechanism. I guess the miracle is how people manage to do that.

Saturday, September 17, 2005


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
(from the song Sige by 6 Cycle Mind)
Sige, pag kasama ka naman,
Kitang-kita ko ang ating kasiyahan
Sige, wag na nating pigilan
At di magtatagal, tayo ay liligaya

I've never seen a band perform in a gas station before. This was the first. This was also the first time I personally met my blogpal Chum. Maybe they performed there because it was Chum's birthday. Who knows?

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Tatlong X

Tatlong Bilog
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Noong Lunes, pagkalipas ng ilang taon, nakapagpagulong uli ako ng bowling ball. Meron kasing bowling tournament sa kumpanya namin at naisipan ng ila na mag-praktis. Tulad ng inaasahan, nagkalat na naman ako. 87. Yun yung score ko sa unang game. Tatlo na yung spare ko sa lagay na yun ah.

Ano raw nangyari sa akin? Bakit daw ganun score ko? May nagkakalat kasi ng tsismis na magaling daw ako mag-bowling. Noong second game, nagkunwari na lang ako na magaling ako mag-bowling. Kita mo nga naman! Naka-triple X ako! Napa-wow yung mga nakakita. 156 score ko.

Sinabi ko na nagkukunwari lang ako kasi kahapon, nagbowling na naman ako. Bumalik sa 86 score ko! At dahil nagkunwari ako nung praktis bowling namin, lagot na naman ako. Inaasahan nila na mauulit ko yung ginawa ko noong Lunes. Hirap talaga magkunwari.

Siguro sa Huwebes, unang araw ng tournament, pipilitin ko na lang uli magkunwari na magaling ako.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

My Pants

My Pants
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
If my pants would tell a story, this one will tell the most interesting of all, so far. It would tell about the time I opened up to two strangers; let them reach deep within me, to the center on my guilt and without a word reassured me that its ok.

Opening up to somebody is like unzipping the fly and exposing a private part. Some find it difficult yet other’s not.

I have another pants, one with a dangerously low waist. It’s generally more daring and revealing. That pants will tell a different story, a story of restraint, reservations and frustrations.

My pants may tell some stories but don’t expect them tell the complete version.

So what does, your pants have to say?

Monday, August 29, 2005

Crime Scene

Crime Scene
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
I hope everybody has a better day than the guy found in the red jeep this morning.

I took this pic on my way to work today. A tricycle driver told me that a man was found stabbed to death.

With this entry, I say good morning to everybody.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005


Heto Ako
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Pasakalye: Bago ang lahat naisip ko na i-post naman pic ko dito kasi meron isa dyan, akala babae ako. Di ko nasasabihin kung sino. Peace tayo! At saka wala po pala akong balak tumalon sa picture ha. Masaya ako kahit nag-iisa.

Kanina lang may dalawa ako naka-chat. Yung isa nagbabalak yata maging matchmaker. Tama bang i-reto ako sa iba? Ang dami ko daw kasi blog. Ang daming iniisip. Para daw mabawasan iniisip ko, mag-asawa na daw ako. Kung ganun lang sana kadali yun, tatlo na siguro asawa ko! Yung isa naman, atat na atat na magka-boypren. Ayaw na daw nya kasi mag-isa. Ayaw na nya manood ng sine, kumain at matulog mag-isa. Malungkot daw mag-isa.

Ako naman, kahit naghahanap ako ng kapareha nakikita ko pa rin sarili ko ayos lang kahit single. Sa totoo lang, napapadalas ang pakikipag-date ko ngayon. (Nagrereklamo na nga wallet ko. Payat na daw sya.) Pero ayaw ko madaliin. Masaya makipag-date. Masaya rin nagmumuni-muni mag-isa.

Hindi naman ang pagkakaroon ng partner ang ugat ng kasiyahan di ba?

Monday, August 22, 2005


Yellow Watermelon
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Ang sarap namnamin ang tamis sa bawat dampi sa dila. Minsan sa sobrang takam susubo ng isang tipak kahit mabulunan. Hindi na papansinin ang katas na aapaw sa labi.

Ang sarap mo! Pakwan naman... Pamatid uhaw lang sa nag-iinit kong araw.

Friday, August 12, 2005

Mabuti sa Puso

Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Bawal talaga magpasok ng pagkain sa opis namin. Iniinspeksyon ng gard yung mga bag namin bago kami papasukin. Gayunpaman, nagpupuslit pa rin ako ng pagkain.

Alam ko bawal. Pero yun ang gusto ko at wala naman akong alam na nasasaktan. Kaya tuloy pa rin ako sa pagkain ng oatmeal. Mabuti yun para sa puso ko.

Kain tayo!

Thursday, August 11, 2005


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Between the water and the rock, the water wins.

But don't go banging your head on a rock. You won't win that way.

Monday, August 08, 2005

OK Lang Ako

OK lang ako
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Basta. Wag ka mag-alala. OK lang ako. Ako pa. Di na kita iistorbohin. Kaya ko na 'to. O, sige...bye.


Kita pala ang reflection ko sa painting. Hindi ko naitago. Mahirap itago.

(Taken 07August2005)

Friday, August 05, 2005

Strawberry Fields

Strawberry Fields
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
(excerpt from the song "Strawberry Fields Forever" by The Beatles)

Let me take you down, 'cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real, and nothing to get hungabout
Strawberry Fields forever

Steph treated us for dessert. It's her last day at the project. Out of the choices this one is her favorite. Goodluck Steph!!!

(Taken 05August2005)

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Pink Elephant

Pink Elephant
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
I'm imagining things. I'm crazy. I need help. I'm serious.

It's always hard to wake up.

(Taken 04August2005)

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Broken Wings

Broken Wings
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Dear Lord,

Wag Ka po sana magalit kung nasira ko ang isa kong pakpak. Nalulungkot po ako sa nangyari. Sorry po.

Ummm...anghel pa rin po naman ako di ba?

C he rub

(Taken 11June2005)


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
(excerpt from the song "Luha" by Rivermaya)

Wag mo nang ipilit,
'wag mo nang piliting lumapit
Ako'y iyong limutin,
baka pa ang langit magalit

(Taken 26March2005)

Tuesday, August 02, 2005


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
It’s comforting to know that things happen for a reason. Knowing how it fits in the master plan, how nothing is random, to know the worth of the hurt that must be experienced, how it finally made sense, to be enlightened, is bliss. That’s heaven.

As for me, I’m not even close.

(Taken 11June2005)

Ang Koneksyon

Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Tayo'y mga dahon na tila magkalayo pero bahagi ng isang masalimuot na sanga ng buhay.

(Taken 30July2005)

Monday, August 01, 2005


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
(excerpt from the song "Sa Langit" by Moonstar 88)

Ako ay may kaba.
Ako ay nag-aalala
kung tayo ba ay magkikita sa langit.
Doon sa langit.
Sana sa langit.
Sana sa langit.
Ang tanging pag-asa ko na lang
ay langit.

(Taken 08May2005)

Sabi ng Puno

Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Ang tagal ko na naghihintay. Inuugat na ako. Mataas na rin ang aking narating. Maabot mo pa kaya ako?

Pero sige. Dito lang ako. Hihintayin kita.

(Taken 28July2005)


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
May konting takot. May konting kaba. May alinlangan. Hindi alam ang mangyayari. Pwedeng masaktan.

Pwede akong magsuot ng piring kung kasama ang taong pinagkakatiwalaan kung yun ang paraan para masuklian din ng tiwala.

(Taken 28July2005)

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Huling Hantungan

Angel sa Puntod
Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Pasasaan pa ba kundi dun din ang tungo nating lahat. Una-unahan lang yan.

(Taken 11June2005)


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
May mga bagay, okasyon, at tao na ayaw natin makalimutan. Nagba-blog ako dahil may mga bagay akong ayaw makalimutan. Ako kaya, malilimutan mo?

(Taken 28July2005)


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Isang magandang pangitain na naghuhudyat ng katapusan.

(Taken 25February2005)


Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Sya ang kapalit ko. Di na kasi ako nakatira sa amin. Bisita na lang ako doon. Bagong alaga ni nanay. Sya ang bunso sa pamilya. Pinapagalitan at sinisigawan rin sya ni nanay. Pero nung nagkasakit si Tisoy, inalagaan naman syang mabuti. Ganun din ako pagalitan at alagaan ni nanay.

Kita mo nga naman! Kahit ako mawala, madali lang humanap ng kapalit.

(Taken 12June2005)

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Shadow of a Kid

Originally uploaded by C Saw.
No matter how I have grown up there's still a kid in me, a kid I need to look after.

(Taken 25March2005)

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Indak ng Dahon

Originally uploaded by C Saw.
Tuwing nadadaan ako sa lugar na ito laging napapayapa ang aking isip habang pinapanood na sumasayaw ang mga damo at dahon sa saliw ng ihip ng hangin.

(Taken 25July2005)

Silungan sa Dagat

Silungan sa Dagat
Originally uploaded by C Saw.

Tahimik. Malamig. Malawak. Malalim. Hinga ng malalim....

(Take 01May2005)